runaway love (:

Posted on Monday, December 20, 2010

at 1:02 AM

carrying a heavy heart

i'm so afraid about what you're going to think about me

i've no idea how you think and of course you don't too.

i barely know you. i haven't talked to you in years.

sometimes i just wish that i'll turn 20 so that i won't have to think about these things

cause i'll barely see you and of course i won't be here in the same country as you

when i'm back the childhood days will be kept behind us

we'll talk like how the adults talk. just talking bout' life

basic questions.

i wish time went faster. i can't take this anymore.

i miss you sooo much!

the last time i saw you was just 2 weeks ago.

just so scared that i might fall for you harder and harder each day.

i don't want to. i know that i'll just be that person that i'm not

supperr emo and depressed.

that's why whenever my parents tell me that we're meeting your family

my mind starts wondering around

thinking bout how i should present myself. and all of that is not me.

people tell me not to think so much because i think alloott!

but thinking alot is just part of me.

just one answer from you will make me decide.

i hope you'll be open to me like how you're open to my friends... (:

i have a lot of doubts

janelleng:D

wish upon a star

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