runaway love (:

♥ pretty girl rock

Posted on Monday, December 27, 2010

at 5:29 PM

oh crrraaappp!

syyhttttt!

i thoought that he was going there tooodaayyyy!

oh fug!

nononononooooo!

wwwhhyyyy?!

shyttt weeehhh!

meals and everything with him ):

not ready to see him just yet.

crapppp!

i know that ya'll must thing like

awwww.... she's so lucky!

but hell to the no!

i blush and shiver whenever i hear somebody talking about him

imagiiineeeee.

times 2 of that! meaanssss

times 2 shivering

times 2 blushing!

oh crappppp!

aiiyyyyooo! holidays still must think on what to do

and yes

i lied that this is my last time blogging for this week

but

i'm sorry! i'm freaking out o much right nowww!

janelleng:D

i never told you what i should've said

♥ let go

at 4:40 AM

sweet and innocent (:

sweet was what you called

friend was what you said

sweetfriend?

awww...

was so touched when i knew about it

wells. it was a total random questions anyways.

but sometimes it mixes both minds up at the end.

oh weellss.

the year is coming to an end now

so i'll just list my awesshumm friendss who made

2010 a BLAST!

yasmeen choonggg!

ashley chong jia-lyn!

kelly hew and jade wong!

jessiejayyyy! :D

amanda lim ler xin!! :D

oh ohh!

and and

tabby may chan!

(i'm sure she'll kill me if i put any pics of her)

awwww....

just wanna say thank guyysss for making this year 2010

a blast!

i enjoyed every minute of this whole year!

janelleng:D

nothing that you've expected

♥ take me on the floor

Posted on Sunday, December 26, 2010

at 7:46 AM

awwww...

christmas ended! D:

what's next on the list?

let me see....

new year! D: fug it!

i don't want 2010 to end just not that fast

i wanna enjoy anti pmr (:
still wondering how to study for pmr *thinks thinks thinks*

weelllsss...

singapore! yayyy! on wednesday!

ohhh gawd dammit!

4 hours journey

plus plus worst still

him! oh shyt!

soooooo nerrvous! im sooo scared that i may blush like how much i i blush when i see him

no no no no!

hope imma gonna see a few of by old classmates there (:

attending a wedding at johor (Y)

*snorresss*

the wedding is the awesome part

but i dislike the part where i have to wake up at 7 am to just catch a bus to singapore

mannnn i wanna sleep! D: so so baddd!

but anyways,

lessen the complains and more christmas syoking!

sooooooo! hmm... oh oh just wanna say

thank you for the wishes! my phone and computer rang like it said merry christmas to me

haha. phone and computer oh me gosh! there were fireworks display near my house

didn't bother looking cause my family didn't have the spirit of christmas just yet!

wellss... almost saw him.

felt like running away when i heard his name XD

i know i know!

wellss christmas dinner was kinda boring no offence.

but i celebrated with a bunch of mosquitoes my gawd bite here bite there.

today was lebih syookk!

got erm erm 5 dresses :D haha. and and imma going to buy a top in nichii

didnt have the chance to but it just yet imma gonna buy it no worries.

camwhored with the aweshumm shirt wanted to buy it but sadly they dont have my size

i don't wanna an oversized shirt (:

soooo looking forward to tuesday and wednesday (Y)

ou and singapore! how aweshummm can it get?

especially when its the last week of the holidaysss. D: i want more holidays!

sorrryyyy that i can't text ya'll i know you might think ohhh she text only when its christmas

but no no no you're wronggg! i'm out of credit after texting sooo much especially

yasmeen chong and chong jia-lyn! :D

enjoyed it! aallottt! :D

hahaha! still laughing bout the captain barbie dolls!

haha! omg! laughed my heart out!

this jane and jia-lyn! *shakes head*

wellssss 2nd last post for this week or maybe i don't know.

oh well imma gonna wish you aaaaa happy new year!

sorry that i can't countdown with you guys! but i'll countdown with ya'll on the phone!

its not surprising that you'll see me shouting on the phone like some madd woman! XD

haha.

weellsss ciaooosss!

janelleng:D

i won't know how i'm going to react to it

♥ come back to me

Posted on Friday, December 24, 2010

at 9:57 AM

oh my gawddd!

sooo hyper right now!

*breaths*

everybody is making me soo hyper

and and this tabby told me

some so called scientific thingy

my gawddd!
*breaths*

can't believe it weh!

shhyyttt

im 'happy' and at the same time partly freaked out

its him! :D

for crying out louuddd!

janelleng:D

tell me something more than this

♥ 4ever

at 8:23 AM

ho ho ho!

merryy christmasss!!

its the 25 of december!
get up! and and CELEBRATEEEEE!

hehe

oh oh oh!

and not to forget

its the day that Jesus Christ was born!!!!!

happy birthday jesus!

janelleng:D

wish upon a star

♥ everything i'm not

Posted on Thursday, December 23, 2010

at 5:53 AM

How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes
And trying to look busy
And you're doing your best to avoid me
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here
But you held your pride like you should have held me
Oh, we're scared to see the ending
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how
I've never heard silence quite this loud

the story of us

- taylor swift

♥ iyiy

at 1:01 AM

express your loveee

merry christmassss! :D

hehe. imma gonna kill this jane cho!

watch out janeeee!

kill you tomorrow ar! XD

haha

anyways,

imma sooo excited for tomorrow and and the day after tomorrow

its.....

christmas eve and christmas! :D

awessshummm! :D

can't wait for next wednesday :D

wells,

trying to go out as much as possible this week

cause its the last week for me to have funnn!

then after that, serious serious dy

form 3!

weeeelllssss.......... hmmmm....

lawyer barbie dolls? jia-lyn and jane seriously?

hahaha.

barack obama lawyer arrr!

beat thattt! :D

damn hyper now!

sweat it all out! *wipes*

haha. :D

ciaosss!

janelleng:D

i hope that we'll be together some dayy

♥ when it all falls apart

Posted on Monday, December 20, 2010

at 11:08 PM

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
'cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart

..............................................................

i'm sooo tireddd! D:

busy this whole week plans plans plans (:

janelleng:D

i'll pick myself up i promise

♥ king of anything

at 1:02 AM

carrying a heavy heart

i'm so afraid about what you're going to think about me

i've no idea how you think and of course you don't too.

i barely know you. i haven't talked to you in years.

sometimes i just wish that i'll turn 20 so that i won't have to think about these things

cause i'll barely see you and of course i won't be here in the same country as you

when i'm back the childhood days will be kept behind us

we'll talk like how the adults talk. just talking bout' life

basic questions.

i wish time went faster. i can't take this anymore.

i miss you sooo much!

the last time i saw you was just 2 weeks ago.

just so scared that i might fall for you harder and harder each day.

i don't want to. i know that i'll just be that person that i'm not

supperr emo and depressed.

that's why whenever my parents tell me that we're meeting your family

my mind starts wondering around

thinking bout how i should present myself. and all of that is not me.

people tell me not to think so much because i think alloott!

but thinking alot is just part of me.

just one answer from you will make me decide.

i hope you'll be open to me like how you're open to my friends... (:

i have a lot of doubts

janelleng:D

wish upon a star

♥ letting go

Posted on Sunday, December 19, 2010

at 9:07 PM

hottest super junior member eeevverrr!
choi si wonnn!
♥ ♥ ♥
super junior is wayyyy better than
wonder girls (muahaha)

♥ never grow up

at 6:53 AM

i put on my sshhaddess :D

ssoooo, whats happening these few days?

hmm... let me see

its christmas week!

haha i likeee!

have got so many plans.

but still i like the busyness (:

i enjoy it somehow (:

im sooo looking forward to pavillion :D

hehe! :D

my incomplete story. ):

anyways, my dad is finallyyy buying DVD'S for me

wwwwwhhhhhhooooo.........

hehe. (:

still cracking up my mind on what to buy for people as christmas presents cause they belanja me stuff for the whole year so why not repay back eh???

probably buying a penguin with a christmas hat for amanda ssshhhsss!

haha.

jia-lyn i dunno what to buy but its a secret tsk tsk.

jade pun belum finish thinking everybody different present :D

maybe giving the presents when school reopens

no promises kayss??

hehe. went to mid valley twiceeee

i didnt get to buy any presents D:

still wondering what class am i in

hmmm.... seriously don't really want to end up in cengal

people there are sooooo damn smart!

if i end up there imma gonna be the dumb one D:

me no likeeyyy

hope im still staying in jatiiii :D

wellllssss.....

my phone.... changed to.... prepaid dy! D:

still got rm 18 parents still owe me rm 10 more hehe.

save those for new year wishes...

and and texting in johorrrrr! and and and singaporrree!

it takes 4 hours to get there

my gawdddddddddd..... dddiiieeeeee!

haha.

can't text anyone for now cause almost everyboddyy

are out of credit.

credit credit credit!

i have no idea how it works hehe.

one more weekk talalalalalala!

:D more funnnn and less bordeeemmm (:

school is coming D:

uuuuggghhhh! whhhyyy??

don't wanna go to school. drama drama drama.

looks like lotttaa people are gonna change schools.

wells good thinking. i want to start overrr (:
new school new life new everything right?

ohhh yeaaa...

chong jia-lyn! i needa answer. don't leave the question hanging therreee! (:

whhhoooaaaaa.... talk about a super long posstt! hehe

janelleng:D

tell me one reason

♥ no other

Posted on Friday, December 17, 2010

at 12:23 AM

new dresss :D

i love the way you lie

Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But I still mean every word I say to you
He will try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But the whole time I'm wishin he was you instead

janelleng:D

imma freaking ouutt!

♥ love like woe

Posted on Thursday, December 16, 2010

at 7:41 PM

i held my head up high hoping that it will come real someday

hhhooooohoooo!

i'm addicted to that no other songgg!

hehe. (:

the sorry sorry video made him look suuppperrr duppperrr hotttt <3

choi si won is beettttaaaa than taeyang yiing yeee! haha waayyyy betterrr

anywayssss, christmas is commiiingggg!

spending christmas at my aunty's house

apa la luuu!

i wanna spend christmas in singaporree!

cause cause ada lebihhh ssyyookkk!

hahaaaaa!

i likkeeeeee!

loottaaa people are going to singapore these holidays i wonder why

hmmm.... obviously universal studioss :D

oooo they came out with this CSI thing saw the commercial it wass niceeee!

haha. cant wait till christmas! it will bee aweeshummm!

hhoooppeee!

school is coming in a few weeks time

daammiitt!

nnnnoooo! i don't want scary maths tuition!

mightt be shifting schools after next year, to be honest i'm not really ready to leave

i mean if i change schools it will take me years to visit

like what happened last time regretted a little.

begging my dad not to send me to a government school

i want sri kl or sri cempaka (:

at lease there a few people that i know there

i hate being so lonely on the first day of school in a new school

depressing ): but somehow somebody teman me soo hopee lorrr

thats what happened in taman megah

but weellssss (:

holidays have been boring!

all that fun starts next weeekkkk!

my dad owes me outings :D

ciaaaooosssss

janelleng:D ]

i use to follow your story but now, i'm lost

♥ sparks fly

Posted on Sunday, December 12, 2010

at 11:53 PM

There's some things you can't speak of
But tonight you'll live it all again
You wouldn't be shattered on the floor now
If only you would sing what you know now then

17 decemberrr :D

♥ ♥

i'll go back to december

♥ grenade

at 10:41 PM